things left unsaid...

Have you ever been caught in a situation where in you were suppose to or wants to say something to someone whom you liked so much that you've already prepared yourself for that big event in your life, the proposal. BUT, sadly time did not permit your expectations and left you hanging by a thread, asking yourself questions that you don't wish to know the answer anymore?

Sometimes there's just a time in our lives where we can't understand the real reason why we try to conceal the feeling. We always use that alibi that goes

"There's always time for everything"

but that just doesn't work anymore. We ended up sad and lonely, blaming ourselves for being coward and doubtful of everything that might come or happen after we say or confess the feelings we have inside.

And in the process of recovering and trying to pick up ourselves, we see this very person we ought to tell our feelings to... and we just lost that feeling and did not have it anymore. The person approaches and we don't know what to do, should we cry, smile or just lie about what we really feel? And then that person says a word, a word that does not hurt nor makes you happy, the word that concludes everything...

"....Hi!"

and we smiled back and said the same words like we don't feel anything for the person.

It just ended.. things were left unsaid. :C